HELP ME! I NEED IT RIGHT NOW! NOT IN A FEW MINUTES BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW! (re posted)?

Alright, I know how he feels. I am kind of like him. All I know is, last night I was feeling extremely suicidal, and I went on AIM to see if anyone was online to make me feel better, which is always a bad idea, because nobody knows that I am depressed or anything so I have to pretend to be happy...anyway I got pissed at my friend because she was asking me what was wrong (I had said something like ugh I hate life...which Ive never said to anyone besides myself) and I got pissed because it was like this is such a big deal for me. I mean it is overtaking my entire life, and even though I know she cares, It was like "why doesn't she know what's wrong!? Why am I the one who is feeling this way!?" which is irrational, but I was feeling that way. Maybe that's like your bf. He feels so close to you, but he is afraid that you wouldn't understand, and he'd lose you. Or maybe it's because he feels so close to you he's frustrated that you don't just KNOW, that you have to ask. Give him a couple mins to chill, which you already have, and now CALL HIM. Hurry, you need to. It could stop him from doing anything harmful, and just make sure to not probe too much. He'll tell you if he wants to. You have to be his rock, to hold on to. Tell him how much you love him, he needs to feel loved. NOW GO! CALL HIM!